if and what if,

always get me wondering.

if life would be better

what if i have not left.

if everything is fated

what if i took chances.

if there would be anyone left at the end of the day

what if i had just let go.

unpredictability

that's what make life

a life.

things happen for a reason

just like the mother nature

the four seasons

the sunrise and sunset

the life and death

the cause and consequence

the meetings and separations

 

 

 

 

there is always a reason.

 

 

 

 

 

 

there has been things

 that i have always wanting to do

ironically,

when i set my hands on to it

 a part of it shows me

  that something is not right

that it is not what i have been picturing it would be.

and then

i chose to let go

put my hands on another option

then again,

 i still couldn't be for sure that 

is what i really wanted

is what i really wished for.

all that i am sure of

is to live to the present

and embrace the future.