thought it was over.

thought it was well buried.

thought it would never feel that bad anymore.

thought it could be easily erased.

wrong,

very wrong indeed.

time passed for nothing.

the heartache brought about by the very thought of you

has never been eased nor even lightened.

no matter how hard i try, 

even if it's not you that i'm seeing,

i could not take it.

you are impossible to be erased,

i know from deep down.

i think, stressed.

i think, uneasy.

i think, uncertain.

i think, exhausted. 

i think, suffocating.

i think, getting over it.

i think, oh well, just thinking.