Blank ?

holiday's still on.


days passed.


if they're to be described using sheets of paper,


they would be pretty much blank.


blank, for being filled in the same info.


blank, for being uncreative.


blank, for the laziness to add in even another few words.


however, if we're to look at the blankness from the brighter side,


it would be a total different.


blank, to be filled with more interesting info.


blank, to make it more similar to a holiday.


blank, to remind me it's time to move my lazy butt a little, even for a millimeter. 


any how, B L A N K is still the word.

Trip ?

my holiday has been pretty enjoyable, other than eat n sleep n getting stuck with the tv, headed penang for a short trip with the girls. 

this trip was designed specially for FOOD :D and we did eat like there's no tomorrow. unexpected things happened all around penang, seriously unexpected ones, i mean. none expected that a famous nasi kandar would be small shop located in a small alleyway. none expected rapid penang would be such nice. none expected that shopping there would be darn cheap till some of us wished to move to penang for that reason. UNEXPECTED is the word for this trip. 

other than that, it was a very enjoyable one. sorry, no photos to show here.lets go for another trip :)

Out ?

my result is finally out!

satisfied? yes :) 

next semester: same target! (hopefully :S)
 

L. O. V. E ?

tis time the title doesn't say everything about this post. xD

i realized that i seriously LOVE myself more than anyone else. have no idea why it is so, just feel like it. does it mean that i'm selfish? does it mean that there's something wrong with me? or does it mean that i seriously have no idea on what LOVE is?

others will always say that they LOVE the most, example, PARENT(S), GRANDPARENT(S), FAMILY, even their FRIEND(S). i have never heard anyone telling that he/ she LOVEs the most is his/ herself. but actually before u learn to love anyone, u should know how to LOVE urself.

 it's not a bad thing to LOVE urself more, isn't it?? at least u know how to appreciate ur own self more than anyone could. at least u won't have the feeling of not being loved by anyone since there's always U, urself, to LOVE U. at least no one can ever separate ur loved one, who is U too, not even the death can do u any part. at least u'll always have someone who love U to share ur feelings, whom as usual, URSELF. although all these "at least" might sound too lonely for u, but what's the big deal. ur loved 1 will always stand by u, support u with full strength without doubts (unless u doubted urself 1st :P), provide enough motivation without the need to be told, care about everything of u, NEVER LET U DOWN, and the list goes on. . .   

being alone, or sometimes u can say "lonely", is not that bad anyway. just treat it as the only PRECIOUS TIME to be with ur LOVED 1(urself, of course). enjoy it. LOVE it as much as how u LOVE to be surrounded by ur friends and family. u can do anything u LOVE and preferred (legal stuff, i mean)with ur LOVED 1(urself) without being disturbed. pamper both of u with these activities. u can have so much of fun doing things together :). 

SO, why not try loving urself 1st before loving anyone else? u won't lose anything for trying, rite??

I LOVE MYSELF, to the max!! xD SO WHAT!!!!!

p/s: itsalilbitdraggyandumightnotagreewithwhatithinkwhocaresthatwhatithink :D

Things ?

i'm officially on a 2 MONTHS semester break now. YES, a long 2 MONTHS semester break, after all those hectic n restless days n nights of a short semester, finally having a break for it now. nothing much has been done for this semester, except assignments, lab reports, n presentation. pretty lifeless, i agree. but the following 2 months will be more lifeless i think. why?? coz there's no college and when there's no college for a college student, means no life. pathetic, isn't it? sometimes it's not what you exactly want when you get a hold on it.


ok, whatever it is life must go on. i've actually thought of what i can possibly do to kill the time spend my time. 


maybe i could:

• get myself a part- time job (earn some extra $$ :D)
• watch a much drama series as i could (prison break, fringe, and the list shall go on)
• clean up my darn messy cupboard (at least get the stuff arranged)
• get a reflection session
• have a movie marathon (both comedy and action movies :D)
• give the cars a nice shower (i do enjoy washing cars.. weird?)
• finish what needs to be done and completed
• go on a vacation 

the list is to be continued. . .


i know, time's not going to be spent wisely. so what?! just gimme a break! let me do what i want! 


i seriously need a crazy laughing session, the one which i can actually get stomach cramp. anyone?? :D 


thanks for dropping by and be well, people :) see ya.  

Change ?

hey, human! i'm back :D after 1+ hectic week filled with assignments and lab reports. which main cause was my procrastination :P 

the topic of the day is mind changing, the speed, in particular. often hear others talking bout how fast people change their mind, for me there'll be 3 speeds:

• speed 1: changing clothes. this 1 is considered as the slowest of all. changing clothes needs much consideration for most of us - which color for the mood of the day? what accessories to match? which pair of shoes to go with? n the list goes on and on and on . . . able to imagine how long it takes to even change another set of clothing (FOREVER!! goodness :/ ).                                                                                 SPEED: slow
• speed 2: hair fall. this one is slightly faster. changing your mind just like how natural and never ending hair fall's happening coz new hair will definitely grow and the whole process starts all over again. hair fall happens very frequently and easily, even if you were just combing your hair, mind changing speed 2 happens the same way also.                                                                                                                                                                                             SPEED: normal                                                                    
• speed 3: changing songs being played. fastest of all, i would say. what you need to do is just click or push the "next" button, nothing much. not much/ no consideration needed too, just stop at the song you like/ want. same goes to the case of changing your mind, keep changing till you're satisfied/ happy with the outcome, NONSTOP changing =.=                                                                                             SPEED: fast (surely will get caught at a speed trap for speeding)

so which is your speed?? 

thanks for spending time reading this piece of crap. seriously have no idea what i'm typing here :S

Tag ?

looking out the car window often get my mind on work - generating some random thoughts. the thought of the day is the tagging game.

this tagging game which i'm talking about is definitely not the "tag this photo" or "tag a person", but in fact, it's the tagging of every single one we meet with our very own set of "tags". in simpler words, the summary of our judgement on/ description of a person, often in a word. each and everyone of us do bring a bag of personalized tags along with us, tags with an adjective carved on them, tags for tagging anyone we meet.

the procedure of using these "personalized" tags:

1. meet/ see a person. 
2. observe him/ her carefully.
3. analyze your results obtained. 
4. dig the most suitable tag from the bag of tags available.
5. TAG! 

why does this game even exist? very simple. coz all of us judge each other with our present cover. weird, kind, stupid, smart, cool, ignorant, nonsense, like, hate and etc. those are the examples of tags we used. whether how good or bad is the tag we put on a person, he/ she can always remove the tag and replace it with a better or worse ones. 

either being tagged or tagging someone, it's just a cycle of life. or maybe take it as a game, a game that everyone plays with a sense of reality. no hard feelings :)

ever tagged anyone in your life, thinkers? FYI, i do like this game :P

Review ?

hey peppos :D how's life recently? 

i know this blog's dead for nearly 3 weeks. therefore, i'm here to revive it with some random facts or maybe revealing the real ME! lets call it- the review of myself :P

1. i do judge a person with his/ her cover, which means first impression is very important for me, BUT i do read the synopsis of the book before doing any judgement. one thing is, that judgement'll definitely stay there till i've read the book myself.
2. i do care and appreciate others but not each and everyone whom i know.
3. logic and sense come first, rather than emotion and feelings.
4. questioning others is fun to me, explanation's a must for their answers (scary??). however, hate to be questioned =.=
5. boredom does kill me quickly. that is why fun people are very important :D
6. my favourite words: but/ whatever/ never mind/ what the.../ GREAT!/ shit!/ crap la!?
7. i do like sentimental songs, in fact, like them A LOT. but i do shake with the beats of pop songs :D
8. sometimes feels as if i have dual personality, just like uniforms, a pair for college and another for home.
9. i'm a SUPER lazy bummm. never expect me to clean my room.
10. very interested in learning body language and lip reading, only if possible.
11. (over)optimistic is actually the best way to keep me on tract, looking forward but not backward.
12. sometimes just hate changes, especially when i'm used to the current situation. but changes mean more opportunities :P
13. nothing's gonna be done if there's no dateline. suspecting if datelines are my main motivation :S
14. mini games or sometime violent games are the best to entertain myself, other than watching tv.
15. love stalking others' blogs. will definitely be complaining if anyone never update their blogs. hehe xD
16. have never gotten any prize from any lucky draw for the whole life :/ unlucky? nahh, who cares :P
17. prefer the truth than lies. although truth hurts, for a short while.
18. when i've used the word "hate" on you, just don't hope that i'll replace the word with anything else. coz it'll never happen, sorry to say so.
19. being frank and sarcastic to a person means he/ she's in the "close friends" list. coz he/ she's the one i can be truthful enough and really care about.
20. laughter is very essential in my life, second after sleeping :P

tats all for this session of self review. take care.

till the next post :)

BUT ?

things don't happen by itself but with terms and conditions applied. examples:

• changes do need time to be used to but time will never wait or freeze for just for you 

• accepting a fact needs huge courage but courage will never exist by itself.

• being your very own self needs self- acceptance but self- acceptance will never be easy.

• forgiving requires forgetting but forgetting will never happen till the day you have Alzheimer's disease. 

and the list goes on .  .  .

everything in this world has a BUT behind it as an exchange. take it or leave it. have it or lose it. nothing's perfect explains it all. 

choice is in your hand BUT be sure to use it wisely.

      

Pathetic?

learned a new noun today: romantic farmer


what does it really mean? this noun refers to a person who's trying very hard to plant a seed of love into a special person of his/ hers heart, constantly watering and fertilizing the seed with concern, care and warmth, expecting the the seed to be growing and eventually one day the seed will be a healthy plant, and of course, fruiting at the end of the day.


however, no matter how hard this romantic farmer tries to help the seed to survive,he/ she will not definitely get what he/ she hope for - a fruiting love plant. the seed would just die off in the end, not producing anything. 


this farmer just doesn't want to give in. keep trying to plant seeds into the special one's heart, increasing the quality of fertilizer, still hoping to get at least a fruit from the seed he/ she planted. the process of dying and re- planting continues.


what happened in the end of the day? the special one just can't stand the romantic farmer anymore and finally took the courage to tell him:"mister, please stop forcing me to accept your stuff!!"    


pathetic?

Done?

finally, finally i'm officially done with my pre- u course. results of the last three subjects were all out by tuesday. satisfied? yea, pretty :D 

one year had actually passed so quickly, too quickly, just like in a blink of eye. i believe with the saying, time flies when you're having fun. totally agreed with it coz in this whole year, fun was definitely more than stress. i mean how can i say it's not fun when there's a huge group of  interesting people around you? let me introduce you these monkeys which made going college a real good thing to do :D


les filles

#1 Sye Yen - the most random of all
(a.k.a ancestor)

#2 Dhivya - the best laughter of all
(a.k.a diva)

#3 Siew Wei - the smartest of all
(a.k.a carol)

#4 Shok Chen - the noisiest of all
(a.k.a shoki)

#5 Maltha - the youngest of all
(a.k.a piku)

the girls (:

les gars

#6 Cyril - the eldest of all
(a.k.a cereal)

#7 Loga - the worst driver of all
(a.k.a the boss)

#8 Karl - the cheekiest of all
(a.k.a karl butler)

#9 Ryan - the shiest joker of all
(a.k.a dai lou)

the guys (:

each with their partner
















PROUDLY PRESENTING: BANANA FOUNDATION(beware!! it's in RED!!)

the craziest of all xD

thanks to these people above, my pre- u life was filled with crazy laughters and jokes, the stress level was at its minimum level everyday even if physics' there :P seriously can't imagine how life'ld be if i'd nvr met them.


now that degree's started, separation will definitely do its magic on us. hope all of them'll succeed in whatever they're doing and please, HAPPY always :D


credits to BANANA FOUNDATION!!! 

Right tract?

degree's starting soon, as soon as next week. however, in this short sem break another ? just breached into my mind : am i on the right tract?

since my pre- u course started approx. a year ago, i've met n been fortunate enough to be friends with a huge group of awesome people monkeys. had so much fun till i've actually forgotten it's time for another new beginning time to be alone again(pathetic :/) .

as usual, nothing's perfect. opportunity cost is all you need to consider. but once again, the costs of both sides are just so similar till losing any one of it seems so darn costly. the ? just kept playing in my head, asking me if it worths, asking me if it's necessary. it's not the first time, it seems.

Answer: i don't know but obviously must keep myself clear, clear about what's most important, most in need currently. if i'm on the right tract? answer to be revealed in the future :)

what about you, thinker? has this question ever bothered you? tell me :)

till the next question :D

Dreams?

welcome back, thinkers :D

went for an outing with my buddies recently and an interesting question just caught my mind:

WHAT IS YOUR DREAM?

that's a common question to most of you, isn't it? especially during the schooling times. nothing's special about this question as you're asked like almost each year when school reopens? :/ but one thing, i realized that this simple question definitely gives a huge impact on one's decision making process.

well, the Q&A session started among us. all sorts of dreams, from old- school type to unrealistic ones, just name it. as i was listening to others' dreams, an enormous ? just busted into my brain, what is my dream??? 

answer: i think i don't really have one :S coz i set target rather than just having a dream. targets are clearer and more achievable as well :)

i know, i'm REALISTIC, no problem with it :D

so, tell me what's yours?

till the next post, take care :)  

Blogging?

hey, guys :D 

this is my very first post...

why blogging? hmmm, let me think:

• most of my friends are doing it and feels like it's a trend to be followed?
• need a place to express myself since i cannot shout it out in public?
• doing for fun as i'm just too free?
• just a random activity?

whatever the reason is, it doesn't really matter. 

interesting ideas(more specifically, craps!) that come across my mind that i would really, really want to share with you people matters the most :D

nothing much about myself, a normal human being with a workaholic brain which would never get tired 

 - constantly generating questions or even nonsense ideas. 

questioning is not wrong, isn't it? :P

that's all for this welcoming post(yea rite!?). 

see ya :D