Know ?

just got to know 

that i have never tried asking for anything

that i have never expected anything

that i have never shared enough

that i have never wanted to show anyone

that i have never know anyone well enough.

just got to know that i have never trusted anyone 100%

not even myself.

knowing that i have been losing myself

once again

losing my aims and purposes.

it's horrible

horrible to have these losses. 

what a disturbing situation!


disturbing to see an unknown figure

as i look into the reflection, reflected on the truth teller- Mirror. 

don't ask, as i am a passive boat

forced to be floating and going with the flow of the current.

I have lost myself, once again.