there has been things

 that i have always wanting to do

ironically,

when i set my hands on to it

 a part of it shows me

  that something is not right

that it is not what i have been picturing it would be.

and then

i chose to let go

put my hands on another option

then again,

 i still couldn't be for sure that 

is what i really wanted

is what i really wished for.

all that i am sure of

is to live to the present

and embrace the future.